Ch: 9 The Big Night
Magus really didn't have much choice.
Everyone else was gathering around the fire as the last red rays of sunset were disappearing, giving way to the purples and blues of night. Whether he cared to admit it or not, this group was growing on him, although he couldn't fathom why. Besides - Schala was joining the circle too. He and Alfador ought to join.
"Hello, to all of you" Robo began. "As you know, 400 years ago, I began an endeavor to help Fiona see a great forest restored, where the fires of war had reduced it to sand and dust."
Magus was slightly surprised that he wasn't mentioned in that.
"Although you were easily able to pick me up just yesterday, I on the other hand have toiled and labored for centuries. I have asked for us to take this moment and participate in this event because for those many long years, I did not and could not see your faces again. I have experienced an overwhelming sense of not just longing, but loneliness."
"Loneliness..." Magus thought to himself. "From a machine? Even after so long..."
"Thank you, all of you, for coming to participate in this event. Schala, as our esteemed guest, I would like to extend my thanks to you as well."
Schala smiled and curtsied playfully.
"There is something else I would like to discuss with all of you, but before I do, Ayla has asked to have words. Ayla?"
Ayla stood up and smiled. "Ayla make strong friends. Before now, friends always run left and right, tomorrow and yesterday, make Ayla dizzy! Now, friends all together, one place, one time. Ayla think friends should talk! Say hello, big circle!! Bring closer together!"
"Oh yeah..." Marle smiled. "I get it..."
Ayla nodded. "Marle go first, or Crono? Lucca?"
"Well...." Marle began, "Truthfully, I think my story is pretty much the same as Crono's, or Lucca's for that matter. Up North from here is a town festival going on, where we all met. Lucca built some sort of time pod..."
"It was a telepod, and it wasn't supposed to send you back in time!"
"Well it did, and we ended up having to fix a whole other mess. Without going into too many details, we realized we could travel through time! Unfortunately, that's also how we ended up in the year 2300..."
Lucca took over.
"Truthfully, I don't think any of us were willing to believe it *was* our future, despite all evidence otherwise. That's when we found out that in the year 1999, Lavos is to rise up through the crust and lay waste to the entire world."
"Aye, 'tis the sooth of thy mysterious origins!" Frog laughed. "Bethinks, such bizarre circumstance doth confuse the lot of mine kingdom! But pardon my interruption, lass. Pray tell, may i assume thy voyages becameth much less accidental upon this discovery?"
"We've had one hell of a journey..." Lucca explained. "Learning magic, meeting Robo, trying to prevent Lavos..."
"Indeed," Magus spoke. "And no doubt now discovering how impossible that was."
"I suppose I should be next, as their journey led to my reactivation", Robo began. "I came to in their company, to discover Lucca had given me new lease on life. In return, I sought to help them return home. Unlike many of you, who will never so much as live to see the Day of Lavos come to pass, my home time period is very much the aftermath. Everything around us right now - the trees... the life... even the clear sky and air do not exist in my world."
Robo said those words in a low monotone. Clearly, this hit pretty hard for him.
"If Lavos can be stopped, it must be stopped. I cannot return to a future where all of this has been for nothing, and my remaining family either seeks my destruction or lays destroyed at my feet."
Lucca sympathetically held Robo. Magus, though he did not show it, was taken aback. "So..." He thought to himself, "This is why you insisted upon interfering..."
"Aye, 'tis a great deal of duty, to find one's self capable of extraordinary things, and to declare responsibility over events which doth not intersect with thine own..." Frog admitted. "Had I thought otherwise, I would mayhaps not hath accompanied a dear friend of mine to Guardia Kingdom in the year 588. Thee wouldst' not think it of me, but I was quite different then... a young man, without these strange features and abilities... alas, my friend and I hadst met with terrible fates. A terrible, unchecked evil, doomed the both of us. However, whilst my friend was granted the luxury of eternal rest, I befell this bizarre appearance."
Magus tried to ignore this part of the conversation.
"That evil lays dead anon, aye, but not Lavos - which didst breathe the fire of life into it. I hath been equally humbled and mortified by the unending waltz of tragedy, hatred, and vengeance. Verily, this must stop."
Ayla listened. "Crono friends big talk, save future. Maybe more fight over world, later? Fighting is Ayla reason. All Ayla life, Ayla beat up reptites. Ayla no fight, Ayla die. Ayla not hate reptites, but Ayla want live! Azala know Lavos come, though... Azala know either reptite or human survive, but not both. That why Azala hurt and kill. Lavos no come, maybe Azala and Ayla friends. Ayla promise Azala, Ayla take good care of world. Ayla stop Lavos. Now, blue hairs go?"
Magus stepped back a bit, letting Schala speak.
"Well... my name is Schala, house of Zeal... a long time before now, I lived in a kingdom which sailed above the clouds... that is, until my mother discovered a lifeform beneath the earth, responsible for our powers. She... had something built to siphon this power, and... ...I'm sorry, I can't discuss much more... this is all... too..."
"It's okay," Marle comforted her, "It's alright Schala, you don't have to explain anymore. You did your best. Just tell us this: What do you plan to do now?"
"I suppose it is my duty to attend to what survivors remain", Schala pondered out loud. "I was worried about Janus, as well, but..."
Magus suddenly leaned back in some. "!?"
"I believe it would be best if I let go of him, and moved on."
"No..." Magus thought to himself. "No.. you can't. Not just as I'm about to..."
"Now hold on a second, there..." Lucca interrupted, not failing to notice the upset on Magus's face. "It hasn't been *that* long, right? Janus is probably just having to... figure things out on his own right now, but I'm sure you'll see your little brother again, very soon..."
Magus did not fail to notice Lucca's sly smile in his direction. For once he somewhat appreciated it.
"...which finally brings us to you, Magus," she then commented.
Magus's expression fully soured.
"Yes," Schala smiled, "I must say, I'm quite curious about you as well."
Everyone leaned in with smiles, as if expecting Magus to finally divulge the truth to his sister here and now. Magus, though clearly uncomfortable, slowly began to speak.
"Very well..." he started, "My name is Magus. I am a powerful dark sorcerer with ambitions neither lofty nor complicated. Quite simply, I am here because I have one solitary desire: revenge."
"Yeah, yeah..." Marle prodded, "but go on. Tell us why!"
"A long time ago, in a faraway kingdom" he continued, "I was victim to a terrible disaster caused by Lavos. Torn from everything I held dear, I vowed I would one day make Lavos pay at any cost - to myself... *or others, if need be...*"
An uncomfortable silence fell over the group at this last part.
"Is that it?" Lucca coaxed. "Are you sure there isn't... ...anything else you want to say?"
Magus narrowed his eyes. "Like what, exactly?"
Lucca gestured very obviously to Schala. "Something... else about you? That you would like for, say, Schala, to know about?"
This all had Schala's attention, for sure. "What is it?"
Magus, seeing her curiousity, silently cursed himself. He had wanted to do this in private. "Very well..." he groaned. "Yes, Schala. There is indeed something else you need to know about me. Something very important, particularly if you are to learn anything else."
Everyone held their breath. Finally, brother and sister would be joined again. After what seemed like an eternity, words finally escaped Magus's lips.
"The Frog tells lies."
Frog and Schala both raised eyebrows. "Huh?"
"Indeed," Magus continued, "he would speak flowery of what happened, but he avoids the cold and honest truth. He did not slay the evil force which murdered his friend, and cursed him with this appearance."
"What do you mean," she asked?
"Janus...." Frog whispered almost silently. "Don't..."
"Simple," Magus spoke. "I *am* the evil force which did these things."
"J-Magus-" Frog shot up, "I art trying to help thee"
"AND I DIDN'T ASK FOR YOUR HELP," Magus shouted. "I DIDN'T ASK FOR FRIENDSHIP, OR KINDNESS, OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT!! I know exactly what I am to you, and what I deserve to be."
"What are you?" Schala asked.
"A very selfish sorcerer, shamelessly concerned about his own interests above anyone else's." Magus explained. Everything which has happened to Glenn and his friend was because they got in my way. The only reason I am even here is because, regrettably, I need these people in order to get the revenge I seek. I don't care about your future, or honor, or what some lizard in a cape said. I just want catharsis, and I'm not afraid to murder a few people to get it."
Schala shook her head. "Surely you don't mean that..."
Magus pointed a finger in her face, barely containing his volume. "Don't test me, princess."
...and with that, he stormed off into the woods. Alfador slept through the whole thing, staying in Schala's lap.
"Goodness, that got ugly..."
"Ugh, nevermind him," Lucca dismissed. "Robo, what was the other thing you wanted to talk about?"
"Yes..." Robo began. "After 400 long years of solitude, I have had a lot of time to think to myself, and I have come to a perhaps startling conclusion - Lavos may not be responsible for the gates."
"What do you mean?" Marle asked.
"I have come to think that someone, or something wanted us to see these events unfold", he explained. "It is as if some entity was wanting to relive its past..."
Ayla sat there thinking about it, before opening her eyes wide in realization. "Ayla... know! Yes!! In Ayla village, elders say when people die, see... whole life! Flash by."
"Ah..." Frog nodded in understanding. "Yes I hath heard much the same, lass... except, that typically, such memories are often sad ones, full of regret..."
"Yes," Robo added. "Thoughts of what one should or should not have done seem to trigger these unpleasant memories."
Crono shrugged, having apparently not experienced this at all last time.
"eerie," Marle shivered. "Lucca, you think the same thing will happen to us?"
"Don't know," Lucca replied. "No way of knowing until it happens."
"Hmm..." Marle sighed. "I guess mine will involve daddy a lot... I wish it didn't always come to arguments between us..."
Schala stared into the fire, Zeal still fresh on her mind.
"What about you, Lucca..." Marle asked. "Is there a time you wish you coul-"
"NO!" Lucca suddenly stopped her. "I mean uh... n-no... of course not..."
"I'm sorry..." Marle apologized. "Something I shouldn't have brought up?"
"I-it's ok..." Lucca shook her head. "It's just something that happened a long time ago... something I don't like thinking about..."
"Mayhaps..." Frog contributed, "Lavos and this entity are of intertwined fate?"
"And yet..." Schala finally spoke, "we know not who this entity is. Zurvan, keeper of the sea of dreams, perhaps?"
"It is unknown..." Robo admitted. "yet, anyways. Perhaps when our quest is at an end, we will have our answer. Well then...
...shall we turn in for the night?"