Never been divorced but had my soul ripped out and shredded to pieces and my heart slowly devoured in a meat grinder. Still a smidge bitter about that one. Can't imagine divorce. Hang in there, eventually it will get better. When your at your lowest things can only go up. It just takes time. That's what no one tells you. How much time it really takes to get through things, but you do, and you will. *hugs*