Hey, Boo!!!!--I just finished a Survivor session so I'm just taking a break right now, and I thought I'd check to see if you've posted. I drank like 4 beers and I'm feeling really good right now. I was just musing to myself how much I've changed from 20-year old alcoholic me getting wasted everynight to me now just popping open a beer and enjoying myself on the couch, so to speak. I think alcohol can definitely be a good thing if you don't abuse it, I think I have a much healthier relationship with it now than I did in my early years!
Oh, I've heard nothing but good things about Xenoblade Chronicles. I'll definitely have to pick it up when I can. It's part of the Xeno universe, amirite? Like Xenogears-Xenosaga? That's a throwback, for sure. I haven't done much with Xenogears since middle school. I think the Xenoblade games are pretty hard to get / expensive, though? I'll see what I can do about it here, since you like it so much. I have been wanting to sink my teeth into a meaty JRPG I can pour hours into and really obsess about. lol
Survivor is definitely family-friendly viewing. lol I'm sure you'll all enjoy the challenges. I think kids get a dig out of everyone being dirty not showering, being hungry and the depravation. It's funny to watch during dinnertime when you're all eating lol. There's strategy stuff if you're more business-minded and a lot of psycho-babble about morality and junk if you're into thinking about thinking hahahahaha lol. There's a little bit of everything for everyone.
In terms of our gaming adventure in LUNAR 2, I just am wandering around the Red Dragon Cave. Not doing much at the moment lol
Re: my life. I was actually thinking today how I'd go crazy if I was still in the US and be forced into a routine of some sort. I think going to school all through High School kinda forces us into a routine or schedule of some sort and that kinda follows us into adulthood and to work. I'd probably kill myself if I had to, for example, wake up at 5:30, drink coffee/eat breakfast, get ready for work, -the commute- , work and sit on my ass for 8 sedentary hours, -the commute home- , pick up groceries for dinner, cook dinner for the family and I'd have like nothing left to do what I really want to do i.e. hobbies / play a video game / watch something. Like, I would just.kill.myself. I'm pretty lucky I manipulated my life into what it is now and I have a very free schedule.
Have I ever mentioned how when I was young I thought being "locked in jail" was in a way kinda 'romantic'? Obviously, it's not but being locked in a room all woe is me for years upon years is kind of funny. I always wanted to be a prisoner when I was a kid and to work for McDonald's as a cashier. Those were my dream jobs. I was a weird kid. lol BUT,--now I've been kinda emulating the model prisoner like locking myself up in my house for days and just writing and writing and writing. That'd be a cool social experiment. The prisoner's diet/exercise routine is so interesting to me cause they get in such good shape over just continuous exercise out of sheer boredom on very little nutritional food! Also, I think it goes against the norm or what-have-you, but being locked in your room with no stimulation and provided you have no one to speak to but yourself you'd just be thinking and thinking and thinking. I honestly noticed in HS I constantly talk to myself in my head continuously and I even had trouble sleeping cause I couldn't stop thinking and it'd keep me up at night. I haven't told you but I LITERALLY FORCE MYSELF to play video games, watch Survivor episodes, write in a journal, go online and use the internet just to keep myself from lying in bed and just thinking about my life all day for hours and hours. I dunno if this's normal, but I think as long as your thoughts aren't negative, harmful or evil then anything goes! I admitted to my psych that sometimes I "talk to my friends" like in the US in my head all the time; like they'd ask me what's up and I'd say something and she told me that's the most normal thing she's ever head before! Lol
I'm an only-child and I'm very imaginative. I don't like being overstimulated like other guys I almost prefer being understimulated so my low-priority shit I like to do seems that much more fun when I do it! I definitely don't have ADD or anything since I like love slow, boring lifes. Like taking up smoking cigarettes is really interesting to me cause I take a moment away from life to be by myself, quiet and just think about whatever. I dunno if it's that lingering stoner-ness.
Honestly, if I could be any JRPG character it'd be any guy from the 90s JRPG trope they all have similar stories: a commoner, from a small village, some sort of farmer or self-resourceful individual, leads a quiet life but fights to protect his love, his family or the world. From evil. Then after the adventure is done, he's happy, fine and fulfilled to go back to his usual simple life. Any of the Ryus, Tirs, Alexs is fine with-by me! <3
No offense but I could probably never relate to mains if I had some crazy corporate job. Even at all my minimum-wage fast-food jobs I was fine being low man on the ladder, being stepped on by everyone, having to deal with all the customers and still putting all my effort into being the EVERY GUY in the restaurant whether it's cooking, doing the dishwashing, cleaning the bathrooms or taking out the garbage at night. I mean. I knew my place. I was always the lowest. But I was expected to do everything. And I'll probably get fired once... whatever they get bored of me.
Anyway. That's all for tonight, Boo!!! C: I'll probably sit in a stupor and think about alcohol's true meaning in my life. lol Bye.