Not to derail the topic, but...
Yeah, I actually used to be a member here when I was a senior in uni back in 2005-2006 but after I moved to Japan again I kinda just....disappeared.
Hah, no wonder! I just checked your video blog, and wondered why you didn't look Japanese and went on to assume you may have been originally from
Russia (Edit: whoops! You're neither, since you clearly explain being American in one video). Haven't seen them in-depth, though I will soon.
You look uncannily similar to Windmaedchen, though not
exact. XD Mostly your facial expressions, be it calm or funny. (You've talked to her in the "Welcome" thread)
EDIT: Saw some of your videos, and I need to say a few things relevant to "Humanity" topic.
At first I simply took you as one of the new members who I may learn about as time passes by, and I do realize that everyone (no matter how seemingly irrelevant) have something incredibly unique and inspiring about them. I did not know "What Kind of Uniqueness" that you were.
Now I do.
So far as I've watched your videos (which only round of to a handful), you strike me as someone with a narrow selection of taste in things (though I may be wrong, so please correct me), but even then you're brave and open enough to at least look into its depth to give your most honest opinions with your eyes open and clear. And what's even inspiring is not only your sincerity and courage against heavier topics and experiences (such as abusive relationships) or test-driving for fun (such as Espressoda), but also the effort you put into sharing those experiences with those who would appreciate and benefit from it.
I find that effort and good-will very inspiring, Miss Breakfast (if you don't mind me calling you that, LOL).
Please allow me salute you in admiration. (Yup, I'm a very emotional man.)