I had to write a memoir for my seminar class. It was an easy enough assignment, but it got a little depressing halfway through.
I basically told the story of when I started the Gifted and Talented Education(GATE) program in fourth grade, and how difficult it was on me because I never had to think or work much before. But I remember that the other kids, almost all of them, were getting everything that was taught and got everything done easily. They were much smarter and harder working than I was.
Yet, I grew up with most of them over the years, we all basically went to the same middle school and high school together. But I can't remember any of them graduating with me. We all started as Freshman together, but only a handful made it to our senior year. One of them became the Salutatorian, but the rest didn't graduate with me.
I just can't understand how these kids that whooped my butt as fourth graders couldn't make it when so many inferior minds, myself included, did. It sucks to see such potential ruined.
Damn it.