im sorry that every single time i get a job within two weeks i find something wrong about it. for the grocery store, we're still horribly undermanned, so it seems that just when i get something in the oven i need to go clean something up. then i need to go and do a lot of other crap and the next thing you know the fire department is here because i could not go tend to the something in the oven. as for my job at walmart, its retail and its that time of year. plus, my former manager had a thing against people with 'abnormal' desires in a partner.
im sorry that i tend to shut people out, even when theyre someone i really care about.
im sorry that more likely than not, i will not be able to remedy either of these situations.