It's 7 in the morn. Couldn't sleep more than an hour. Before I hit the gym to get my mind off her, and break into a run to bask in morning air and sun, I'd like to post this here:
For that one hour I did sleep, I had a dream where I went on a date with her. An amusement park: it was quite amusing in an ironic way.
We decided to paint the town red, but ran out of red paint. Then we went ahead to a poetry drama... which was sung by LOLcats. I invited her to a Salsa, but she seemed to shy. I mentioned, "Come on; when you dance, the whole world dances with you." She danced. And apparently the whole club wanted to dance with her. We got uncomfortable and decided to get the hell outta there, but there were people following us (mostly me) with pitchforks and fire.
We escaped into the Haunted House which, ironically, was actually Haunted. By Gummi Bears. Don't ask why. Though the ghosts were real, our skepticism ("Do Ghosts even exist?") outraged them. Then I made a big show to the girl that I could be incredibly romantic, by playing a flute. I was horrible at it. Then she played a guitar. And she won, both the round and my heart.
Then she complained that she hadn't been on a boat yet. We found one, got in, then realized that we needed to buy tickets before getting in. However, the authority mentioned it was free. Free, because the ride was cancelled; it was merely helping passengers get back to the docks. And the boat sank! For 5 whole seconds, and was back again. By the time we got back out, me and her looked disheveled. And we laughed at each other.
Then we had the liberty of telling each other what look would fit on each other, but when I suggested something she called me a sexist (okay, she wants me to wear pink ribbons in my hair, that's cool, but me asking her to keep long hair is sexist?). I had the liberty to feed her dessert with my own hands, and she had the liberty to choke me with a gigantic sandwich which was meant to eat me alive.
And I woke up.
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May sound weird, but... these are the times I wish I had nightmares. When dreams become so adorable, especially when you want these thoughts to leave you alone, you'd often want to kill yourself.