"The fires will keep raging for ever more. Then let it singe itself; burned shall it be away some day. Though fire breeds more fire, there will come a time where two fires shall devour each other, leaving nothing but ashes in their wake."
Chapter 6 -- The Lion's Dream
Several years ago, Falco de Faye had conquered more than he ever desired. And his conquest fueled yet more desires, and at a very young age -- and barely yet a man -- he claimed his rightful title from He who cherished him more than the very stars in the sky.
"Rise, Lord De Faye," said the King of Guardia, still alive and well, as he lifted sword off the bowing tradesman's shoulder.
Young Falco rose with a bright smile upon his face, all the while a another young boy -- the Prince himself -- frowned with envy.
The King announced: "Today you have proven to be the youngest Baron our Kingdom has known. You have excelled in mathematics, religion, politics, trades and swordsmanship beyond any scholar or warrior, and have also shown potency in owning and governing lands. This very day marks you as Guardia's precious Cherub, the Morning Star!"
"I am honored, your highness," Falco spoke with his infallible silver tongue. "I will do as much good for the people as I can."
"Leave that matter to me," the King advised. "These greedy wolves merely seek to exploit a noble one way or another. You must not show your weakness, for your destiny awaits in the stars."
But the Prince's irritation could not hold his patience:
"Father, how does he get to be your precious Cherub and not me? He will go so far as to steal what he can't have!"
The King laughed heartily. "My son, this is why he is special. He shall make a great change one day."
Falco de Faye had a heart in grey, trapped in a storm of conflict though his smile never faded. The Lord's precious Cherub had a heart of steel. To live for thyself, to love thyself. He sought his cheer in every penny he earned. Yet one woman stole his heart; though the countless arguments they've had, the many names they've called each other, that woman's smile was worth more than anything gold could offer.
And just when he thought that "Love" might be the missing ingredient to his empty soul, he wasn't satisfied just yet. There seemed to be something that his aching existence yearned to have himself complete. The only bliss was a moment's light into the sun, but when it was gone, he felt he simply.... did not exist.
The carriage sped towards the Northern Zenan, as the coming of the full moon wordlessly announced the celebration of new King's coming at Guardia. Wolves in the path quickly gave way to the merciless momentum of the strange machines strapped on horses.
Upon that carriage, besides the driver, Nobu and another worker sat behind, looking into the wilderness with great alertness that was almost inhuman in nature. Within the closed doors of the carriage itself sat Falco and Matilda, seated across from one another, while it rocked back and forth. But there was also a third person in there, and perhaps a very important one, according to Matilda -- maybe even more important than Falco himself.
"I beg your opinion, my dear love," Falco sat disappointedly, his chin resting on his palm, "as to why, oh why, we must bring this uncouth little urchin with us to the ceremony?"
Milly, the orphaned child, looked questioningly at Matilda, as if to ask what "uncouth" and "urchin" meant.
"Don't call her that!" Matilda snapped, ruffling the child's hair. "She has neither seen a royal ceremony before, nor has seen the King from up close. It was her innocent wish, you see."
"So you hours upon hours just to bathe her, and prepare her for this," Falco continued, then smiled at his beloved wife, adoring her eyes. "I really admire how caring you are at heart, though seemingly feisty in attitude."
"Someone need to be," Matilda scoffed sarcastically, opening the fan that Falco gifted her with to let Milly play.
"But she isn't even your child," Falco pointed.
"She might as well be," Matilda raised her eyebrows.
Falco had the urge to have the last word, but dropped the topic, knowing her response to be along the lines of the urban civilization's many shortcomings. Falco's own views seldom matched his wife's, and he hardly believed that his world could ever be better off without all the advancements that Guardia's progressive nature brought about. But he did sympathize with her feelings, and admired the strength of her love -- for her heart was so gentle and big that it became a home to a child with no place to go and to a selfish man who claimed his right to every place he saw.
Then Falco looked at the smiling child, who seemed to be quite fascinated with her new clean-and-civilized clothes and the passing view beyond the carriage, and wondered what Matilda in this young lass. Was it sheer innocence? Was she special somehow? Was it a mother's yearning to care for a defenseless creature? He remembered how he once found her -- clinging onto his wife's clothes right after their marriage, the strange starving girl abandoned by the world begged for some food. When no one bothered to feed this innocent soul a morsel, Matilda did, and like an angel too. Falco himself was rarely fond of babysitting such children, but for Matilda's sake he always found himself tolerating.
And yet, he could barely understand why.
As they passed Dorino, they both looked out a window to the sound of mournful wailing, a firelit glow spreading over their faces. Across a river and towards the settlements, armored men that seemed like Guardian knights dragged away men out of their houses near the edge of town. Elders and women screamed, but very few dared to interfere. The noises terrified poor Milly.
"It seems Guardia is intending to recruit the sons of Dorino as knights," Falco smiled. "Isn't that lovely? If the recruitment is due to urgency, then Porre will be asked next. Nobu will finally have a chance to serve with our peers in arms."
But Matilda was hardly cheerful about the idea, and a sudden blankness veiled upon her astral features.
"Falco," she asked slowly, "what do you think of this world we have built?"
Falco guessed where this conversation may lead, but found himself smiling as he thought of the answer.
"I think we are at the dawn of humanity, taking the first step towards greatness. Brick after brick we build and lead ourselves to a bright future where prosperity is abundant. Our lives couldn't have been much easier."
Matilda's face was riddled with disappointment. "And you're aware I do not think the same way."
Falco's smile faded. "Which is why I worry."
"All this happiness and prosperity have been built on the backs of common workers."
"They are all happy serving our great empire--"
"Think back to last evening, Falco, where you introduced me to the captured bandits who attacked you. I don't know what transpired, so in trust I take your word about their crimes. But chained to one another at the wrists, trapped in holding pen beyond town and knowing they will be traded as slaves to those who can afford it... I saw their eyes, Falco, they were filled with grief that was not due to their failure, but grief that was their companion since a very long time ago. Who is to say they didn't act out of desperation?"
There was a large pause, but Falco didn't dare to speak just yet. There was more to come from this interesting woman, and he intended to know everything she had to say.
She continued, looking down at nothing. "The empire’s subjects aren’t the least bit happy. They live in fear each day though they are promised haven. Haven they get, but for a dear price. They have no choice but to follow; it so seems they are forbidden to live their own lives."
"Don’t mind those bandits," Falco waved an imaginary air away. "They chose their lives; to seek pleasure from malevolence. You must realize that people live in trust and benefit for one another, and a single individual corrupting would rot a whole basket into chaos. This chaos then breaks the cycle of systematic quality accomplishment, and people begin to suffer. In order to save people from such suffering, don't you think taking away a little freedom is a small price to pay?"
Falco waited, but Matilda did not respond. She, too, intended to hear fully what he intended to say, and he continued.
"Children, ignorant of any consequences at a greater level, will always make mistakes for the sake of self-gratifications at someone else's mistakes. We prevent these children to commit any reckless actions. Do not worry of the commoners, or the Mystics for that matter. If they have half the pitiful mind left in them they shall understand."
"But in the end..." Matilda whispered in disappointment, "we are the same as them..."
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When dusk called for the ending of the day, somewhere in the middle of the sea sailed several ships, delivering an omen from one land to another.
The tall figure of the great Warrior-King Ulfus calmly towered his fellow subordinates effortlessly as he gazed into the distant dying sun, as the vermilion skies slowly pulled all the light away into the horizon, leaving it barren. The lights emerging from the doors and windows of the ship's cabins silhouetted his face sufficiently to hide something very important from everyone else; within these shadows of confidence and calmness lurked, a great storm of despair and fear that rattled his very organs and bones beneath the meaty flesh. The mountain was but a flower within.
"You're no stranger to the dark sea," said Captain Owen of Choras, an armored man with an eye of the hawk, "and you know it seldom is the same. What storms await prowling in the night is anyone's guess."
"If only there were ways to predict what the Black Winds have in store for such pedestrians," Ulfus sighed.
"I still think your highness worries too much," Kelva yawned as the cold breeze and darkness made him drowsy. "I know Captain Sirius kept moaning and scaring everyone, but Choras is still the best military power in existence. On top of which, Captain Owen and Sirius went to pick the best of warriors for this mission. It'll be a cinch."
Owen raised his eyebrows. "You may be exceptionally gifted with a spear, Kelva, but you certainly are not the most experienced in warfare. Things are far more complicated than you think, and you will know soon enough why."
"I still don't get you people," Kelva shrugged. "How complex can killing your enemies really be?"
Before Owen could reply, Ulfus gestured him to wait, and asked Kelva:
"Look at all the people behind, Kelva. What do you see?"
Kelva turned to notice that the warriors besides him and Owen seemed to be busy checking their armors and weaponry.
"They seem pretty serious," Kelva stroked his chin, "but confident in their strength too. A man about to die would demand a last party thrown somewhere, and live like it's his last."
"What do you see, Owen?" Ulfus asked again. "Any hope? Any optimism? Any zeal?"
Owen did as he was told, and he let his sharp eyes scan about the limbs and faces of every soldier aboard the ship.
"All I see is is death in their faces," Owen shook his head. "Something beyond the sorrow of the unexpected, not knowing if tomorrow will ever come again."
Kelva, puzzled, raised his eyebrows.
Ulfus nodded. "A dying man would prefer to live like it's his last. But the men of the Youth of Honor are above such sentiments, and they know well how superficial these moments are -- much like a puff of smoke, gone in the next -- and the only thing to behold is sheer memory of those they leave behind. That memory of sorrow, if it does not crush them, becomes their greatest strength. Death reigns in their eyes because they know it, fear it, yet their brave relentlessly against it. These marvelous youths have enough energy to brave against the unknown well, much like you, Kelva. And yet, I woe that such youths are needed to give throw away the very lives that could have been, one with dreams and love of their own, for the sake of others. And I put them on a guillotine. It was me who demanded them to fight and die for --"
"Pardon me, your highness," Captain Sirius interrupted as he emerged from the cabin, "but I find that offending. You demanded nothing of us. You only asked earnestly. It was we, the undying Youth of Honor, who lent all our strengths to the great Choran dream you had; we did so willingly, and are not ashamed of our choices."
Owen continued. "Since the past three decades, our King has rarely ever spoken of his own wishes or desires, selflessly committing into the service of the commoners, like a good father would."
Kelva finished energetically. "And if this means that we, the Youth of Honor, must give our lives away in exchange for that great dream our King envisions, then we will gladly accept our fate. We'd emerge as heroes, anyway."
Ulfus's expressions changed, from worry to rage, though the his concerned heart remained.
"I asked for your arms, your strength, your zeal," Ulfus growled, "but not your willingness to die. Put aside your childish dreams of glorious death, because no matter who you are, what you do, how you die, you ultimately cease to exist and never return. Know that we are at the point of no return. Know that, every life is divine, a precious gift blessed by our mother nature, our Honor, and to give it away just like that is a crime. You must live, and strive, to safeguard the lives of those you've sworn to protect. If your instincts tell you to rebel, then rebel against those who oppress you! I want your fear of death to be your greatest asset, and to live you MUST win at all costs!"
Demanding and ordering as he paced to and fro, Ulfus left the commandeering to Sirius eventually, and marched into his room to channel his rage in meditation. The faces he saw outside horrified him, made him guilty, as the idea that some -- if not all -- of those young men may never see the light of the next dawn. The night was long and cold, but beyond the storms that were destined to arrive, all would be over -- at least he hoped so. And his hope, though gravely, reflected back to him from a distant ancient mirror, ornamented with strange sigils that none of the continents in existence could ever decipher, not even the best scholars of Choras.
Standing at the bow of a sturdy wooden vessel, the mirror showed him his aging face -- once which handsomely wooed the ladies and won the men in his adventurous youth, but now saddled with worry and sorrow of his very people -- and the growing stubble transformed him into that man from his memories, one he remembered from the illustrations, his Great Ancestor from about two hundred years ago. He was the spitting image of Cambyses himself.
"Cambyses, my forebear..." His thoughts echoed, if not from the mirror itself then at least his own grieving soul.
"You sought nothing but prosperity for us. You defied fear and stood strong for your people."
It was said that when the War of Three Kingdoms raged, after Anteus perished, Cedric Guardia had offered Cambyses of Choras a chance of alliance, where Choras would exist independent under Guardia's reign so long as the Suzerain reserved its right to intervene in politics and trade. This would-be Emperor of Guardia desired to control Choras without the need for shedding more blood, and in return Cedric promised to not attack its people. A threat disguised as a friendly proposal, it was an offer Cambyses could not refuse. Even then, Cambyses pointed Guardia's hypocrisy and walked away rather than be willing to sell his nation into the hands of a demon.
"But who knew your courage would be the victim of greed..."
What followed was obvious: Cambyses perished. Some say Cedric conjured a divine flame that charred Cambyses away at the very moment, others say that it was a blonde woman poisoned his food and leaving him to rot. But despite the outcome, the only one to benefit from this good King's demise was Cedric himself.
"Our lands... our culture... all leaned upon the hope of democracy. We, the Monks of Choras were but servants to the people’s welfare, and thus stood as leaders to show them the way. But our freedom was taken away by those who believed they had the Divine Right to teach us how to live and who to bow to. Whether we accepted or not, grief was imminent."
Though grief strung together shadows of fear in the forests of Choras, a single light emerged at an isolated corner, a spark of innocence from within the a young child, only six of age, named Ulfus. That spark, lit the woods of nature into fire, which boiled upon a cauldron a soup of great concern and curiosity. But had the young Prince any idea on what that soup might boil into?
"I don’t understand!" The boy complained. "Why don’t we fight them? Don’t we have every right to live as we wish to live?"
His father -- then King of Choras -- of the dying leaves of the forests, who provided his child with firewood, himself feared the blazes that may hurt the thriving greens that stretched in its land's embrace.
"Fear and anger breed more anger, and even more suffering," the King shook his head. "When you confront fire there is threat of being singed while raging the fire even more."
But young Ulfus knew nothing of letting things rest, and soon grew upset: "Aren’t the people suffering even today? We cannot just let this charade go any longer!"
"Don’t be a fool, my son! Do not waste your life so carelessly! Every life is divine, a precious gift blessed by our mother nature."
His father, like a stomp resembling a clasp of thunder, scared the poor child and his vulnerably flaming dreams. But this father was also gentle, fearful even, for he lightly rained upon the boy's cheek with tears of worry, without extinguishing that flame, and hence embraced him close, speaking softly.
"Do not taint your purity with anger, Ulfus," the dear father explained. "It is up to you to purify the hearts of men if I ever fail."
"But still... the fires will keep raging for ever more..."
"Then let it singe itself; burned shall it be away some day. Though fire breeds more fire, there will come a time where two fires shall devour each other, leaving nothing but ashes in their wake."
The cauldron boiled slowly, but surely. When innocence poured concern and curiosity into the mixture, churned with even more experience and understanding, what resulted was a soup of courage, strength and will, wisdom, and love -- a certain meal fit for a king. But was it all enough to power the needs of Hope? Did he have what it took to purify the hearts of men?
The memories blurred into the reflection of the ancient mirror once again, and Ulfus gazed in confusion.
"I never understood you, father..." he whispered to himself. "Even today I fail to understand your reasoning."
Sounds of footsteps parting further down the deck filled the empty cabin, but Ulfus remained unmoved, still peering into the distant past that only he could see beyond this magical mirror, a memento of the spirits that he believed guided him to this very day.
"Cambyses. Though slain by Cedric your dream remains with your kin through this, the greatest and most perfect treasure you plucked from the sea."
His mind renewed with confidence, his rage channeled willfully into an unchallenged force, Ulfus marched towards the men who stood ready under the dark clouds. His face could be seen in the night, but a powerful aura could be sensed from the Warriar-King's mere presence in such a way that it inspired everyone he passed by. Blood of valiance and heart of a lion, the King rose to reclaim what was rightfully theirs.
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